Monday Blahs

Day 123

I really need to get back to some kind of structure and normalcy. I am completely unmotivated and lethargic and bummed. All of these flood images are just making it worse. I can't seem to get my crap together.

I'm not going to dwell on what I can't change. I just wanted to acknowledge that I'm struggling today. Any reasons I might offer up would sound suspiciously like excuses because that's exactly what they are. But, it's true, I've had "The blahs" today. I took a two hour nap this afternoon, which made me feel a bit better.

Everything in my home seems to be out of kilter. We've had a guy in here painting and two of my bedrooms are all junked up. The laundry room hasn't been put back together. I can't wash clothes because we had to turn the power off in there in order to make the busted sump pump turn off. Ants have come in as a result of all of this rain. It's hard to get around town because of all the flooding. I can't get connected to the internet on my work pc nor can I vpn into our network. I've been snacking on crap that I know better than to eat. It's total chaos and it's freaking me out a bit. Naturally, a nap seemed like a good idea.

High water is not going to keep me from getting back to my regular day to day activities tomorrow.

Cheers!
Margaret